The God Mode Retreat
A 5-day psychedelic immersion for those ready to step into the fire of transformation, meet themselves at the edge, and cross into the life they know is waiting.
Applications are reviewed personally by James. Each retreat is intimate, curated, and intentionally capped at 10 people.
A portal for soul expansion.
The God Mode Retreat is a 5-day, 4-night transformational immersion on sacred Balinese land. It’s designed for soul-driven creators, truth seekers, and leaders who are ready for identity-level change — with powerful coaching, breathwork, plant medicine, and deep integration.
Over the course of five days, I’ll work deeply with every member of the group to help you shed old layers, remember who you really are, and step into your next chapter with clarity, courage, and alignment.
This isn’t a touristic retreat. It’s a sacred container for:
- Radical honesty, truth-telling, and emotional liberation
- One potent sacred plant medicine ceremony, held with extreme care and reverence
- One powerful breathwork ceremony to unlock deep somatic release
- Daily practices, reflection, and integration to anchor your breakthroughs
- Real connection with a high-frequency, ego-free group of humans
- A few powerful surprises I’m intentionally saving for those who say yes
You’ll leave with a deeper connection to your inner voice, your purpose, and your power — and a felt sense of what your life looks like when you’re fully aligned.
“The God Mode retreat with James was nothing short of sacred. From the moment we began, I felt held in a space of deep presence, trust, and divine guidance. James has a gift—his ability to intuitively lead us inward created a powerful container for true soul connection.
I leave this retreat with more than insight - I leave with embodiment, direction, and a profound sense of alignment. I’m so grateful for this experience and for James’ light on the path.
I wholeheartedly recommend it to anyone who is ready to go deeper within themselves and move forward with intention.”
Why you’re feeling called to this.
From speaking to my 1:1 clients and retreat members, I know you’re not just craving “a nice week in Bali.” You’re feeling the pull toward a deeper, more honest chapter of your life.
You’re likely in a season where the old ways of being don’t quite fit anymore. You can feel a bigger life calling you — but there are patterns, fears, identities, or energetic loops keeping you circling the same terrain.
What you’re craving is a space where you can finally drop the performance, be fully seen, and let your soul catch up with the life you know you’re meant to live.
- A space where you don’t have to perform or pretend — you can just be real and be seen
- A space that creates real breakthroughs, not just inspiring conversations
- A sacred plant medicine ceremony held in a clean, safe, aligned container
- Time to rest, reset, and deeply re-meet yourself without distractions
- A field of humans who “get it” without you having to explain yourself
- A container that helps you remember who you really are — and what you’re here to do
Five days inside a sacred container.
This is a clean, energetically protected space for deep inner work. No social media. No cameras. No performance. Just truth, presence, and the work your soul came here to do.
Beautiful villas in nature
5 days, 4 nights in Manggis, Bali — a quiet, sacred pocket of the island surrounded by jungle, ocean, and mountain energy. Beautiful accommodation + a private chef preparing nourishing meals for all diets.
Coaching & daily practices
Deep coaching with James, group inquiry, embodiment, meditation, and inner work. Sacred sharing circles, truth-telling, and real-time integration of what arises — emotionally, mentally, spiritually.
Breathwork & plant medicine
One powerful breathwork ceremony and one sacred plant medicine ceremony, facilitated with extreme care. This is not recreational — it’s ceremonial, intentional, and designed for life-changing transformation.
Space, silence, and reflection
Time to journal, rest, move, be in nature, and integrate your experience. Bonfire nights, sauna, cold plunge, and pool time help your nervous system land the work.
10 committed souls
The retreat is intentionally capped at 10 participants. Each person is vetted to protect the field — so you’re surrounded by humans who are as devoted to the work as you are.
The journey continues
If you choose to stay in Bali afterwards, I’ll help you integrate, meet incredible people, and suggest places to explore. You’re not dropped after 5 days — this is the beginning of a new chapter.
And there are a few powerful surprises I’m saving for those who say yes.
What actually happens each day?
While I’m intentionally not revealing the exact hour-by-hour schedule, the retreat follows a very intentional arc. Each day prepares you for the next layer of work.
Day 1 — Arrival, grounding, and opening the field
You land, exhale, and step into the container. We open with a powerful welcome circle, intention-setting, and foundational coaching to calibrate the group field. You’ll start to feel the old layers soften.
Day 2 — Deepening into the work & breathwork ceremony
We deepen into inquiry practices, embodiment work, and group sessions. In the evening, you’ll experience a potent breathwork ceremony guided by an experienced facilitator — opening the body and nervous system for the plant medicine work to come.
Day 3 — The sacred plant medicine ceremony
The centerpiece of the retreat. A sacred plant medicine ceremony held with extreme care, preparation, and reverence. The first two days prepare you for this. This is where many meet their soul in a way they never have before and experience life-changing insight.
Day 4 — Integration & deep conversation
A day for integration, journaling, meditation, and deep conversations about what you experienced. We’ll drop into coaching, reflection, and connection to help your insights land in your body and life.
Day 5 — Embodiment & closing
We spend the final day integrating your breakthroughs into your actual life. Coaching, reflection, embodiment, and a closing circle that helps you walk back into your world as your upgraded self.
The version of you that leaves Bali.
This retreat is designed to shift you at the level of identity — not just ideas. Here’s what past participants have walked away with:
- A deep reconnection to your inner voice and higher self
- Clarity on your purpose, next-level vision, and what actually matters
- Inner peace that doesn’t depend on external validation or achievement
- Powerful mirror reflections from me and the group — seeing yourself clearly
- Embodiment of stronger boundaries, self-trust, and sovereignty
- A life-changing sacred plant medicine ceremony that shifts you at the cellular level
- Practices and tools you can use for the rest of your life
This is for you if...
You’re not looking for more information. You’re ready for a real shift — in your body, your identity, and your life.
You’ve already done some work — therapy, coaching, inner work — but you’re ready to go deeper. You want realness, not performance. You’re tired of circling your power and you’re ready to step into it.
You feel the call toward plant medicine and you want to experience it in an ultra-clean, safe, aligned container, with high integrity facilitation and deep integration support.
- You value truth, presence, connection, and God/Source more than optics or ego
- You’re ready to be radically honest with yourself and the life you’re living
- You’re willing to step into a container where you’ll be seen, held, and lovingly challenged
- You want to leave with clarity, direction, and a felt sense of your next chapter
“What touched me most was the bond we formed as a group. We arrived as strangers, but we left as a family. The love, vulnerability, and support that flowed between us was unlike anything I’ve experienced before.
I’m leaving this retreat not only with clarity and alignment, but also with a sense of peace and empowerment that I didn’t know I was missing. It was more than just a retreat—it was a profound reset, and a true look into myself. I’m so grateful to James and to every soul who shared this journey with me.”
Meet James.
My name is James Xander. I’m a psychedelic and consciousness explorer dedicated to helping individuals elevate their consciousness, rewrite their identity, and step into their true power.
As a YouTuber, podcast host, and psychonaut, I share my insights on spirituality, psychedelics, mental transformation, reality creation, and personal growth breakthroughs.
Through my courses and 1:1 work, I offer a journey into consciousness expansion, mindset shifts, and deep integration with your truth and purpose. My mission is to help you unlock your fullest potential and navigate reality with intention and mastery.
I am deeply experienced with plant medicine (mushrooms, Ayahuasca, DMT, Bufo, San Pedro), with mushrooms and Aya being two of my greatest teachers. It is one of my missions to bring the beauty and sacredness of these medicines to those who are truly ready for them.
The God Mode Retreat is my way of bringing all of this work into an in-person, live container. There are only 10 spots — so we can go deep with each participant. I can’t wait to work with you closely for 5 days and witness your transformation.
Manggis, Bali — a quiet, sacred pocket of the island.
This retreat takes place in a powerful, hidden corner of Bali — a true gem I’ve personally vetted and fallen in love with. It’s a place that invites stillness the moment you arrive.
We’ll be staying at a stunning retreat center tucked away from the noise, curated for presence, depth, and transformation. For the full 5 days, we’ll have exclusive access to the entire space — no outside guests, just us.
- Beautiful villas with jungle and ocean energy
- Private chef preparing deeply nourishing meals
- Sauna, cold plunge, and pool to support integration
- Bonfire nights under the stars
- Cozy indoor and outdoor spaces to rest, reflect, and connect
- A small on-site gym for morning movement and exercise
Prepare to enter a cosmic, transformational vortex for 5 days of deep inner work and personal evolution.
March 3–7, 2026 · Manggis, Bali
Once you land in Bali, we’ve got you. Everyone joins through a short application so we can ensure energetic alignment.
- 4 nights accommodation (shared villa)
- All meals with private chef
- Workshops, meditations, and embodiment practices
- Breathwork ceremony
- Sacred plant medicine ceremony
- Integration support during & after the retreat
- Private villa (single occupancy)
- All meals with private chef
- Workshops, meditations, and embodiment practices
- Breathwork ceremony
- Sacred plant medicine ceremony
- Integration support during & after the retreat
- Airport pickup & drop-off
- 60-minute private integration session after the retreat
Payment plans are available on request.
Flights to Bali are not included.
What past participants are saying.
These are real reflections from the July 2025 God Mode Retreats. They’ll give you a sense of the depth, safety, and transformation available in this container.
Hear it in their own words.
Watch these stories from past participants to feel the energy, honesty, and depth of the God Mode Retreat container.
What you might be wondering.
Is this retreat suitable for beginners or people new to plant medicine?
Yes — if your soul is feeling the call, you’re ready. You don’t need prior psychedelic experience. What matters most is your willingness to go deep, your respect for the work, and your openness to truth. You’ll be lovingly guided and supported every step of the way.
What plant medicine will we be working with?
We’ll be working with a carefully chosen strain of mushrooms in a ceremonial, intentional, and reverent way. This is not recreational. The focus is on healing, insight, and expansion — with safety, preparation, and integration held as top priorities.
How do I know if I’m ready?
If your soul feels a tug reading this page, you’re likely ready. Readiness isn’t about being “healed enough” — it’s about being honest enough to say yes to your next evolution. We’ll also hop on a short call to ensure alignment, answer questions, and make sure it’s the right space for you.
What’s the group size?
The retreat is intentionally intimate — 10 participants max. This allows for deep connection, personalized coaching, and a powerful energetic container where every soul is seen, felt, and supported.
Is the retreat co-ed? Can I come solo?
Yes and yes. The retreat is open to all genders, and many people come solo. You’ll be met in a powerful, supportive community of soul-aligned humans. People arrive as strangers and leave as family.
Can you accommodate my diet?
Yes. Our private chef can accommodate vegetarian, vegan, gluten-free, and other dietary needs. You’ll be able to share your preferences and restrictions in advance so we can make sure you’re fully supported.
What’s included in the price?
- 4 nights accommodation (shared or private depending on package)
- All meals (breakfast, lunch, dinner) with a private chef
- Daily workshops, meditations, and embodiment practices
- 1 sacred plant medicine ceremony + 1 breathwork ceremony
- Coaching circles, journaling prompts, and integration support
- Sauna, cold plunge, pool access
- VIP: private villa, airport transfers, 60-min post-retreat integration call
What’s not included?
- Flights to/from Bali
- Travel insurance (highly recommended)
- Extra personal expenses outside the retreat container
- Additional 1:1 coaching outside the VIP integration session
What’s the cancellation/refund policy?
Due to the intimate nature of this retreat and the limited number of spots, deposits are non-refundable. In some cases, we may be able to transfer your spot to a future retreat or offer a partial refund depending on timing. We recommend purchasing travel insurance for additional peace of mind.
I’m on antidepressants or medication — can I still participate?
Some medications, especially SSRIs and sleeping pills, can interact with plant medicine or affect the experience. If you’re currently on medication, we’ll discuss this privately during your application call. Your safety is top priority. In some cases, a medically supervised weaning-off period may be required if you intend to work with the medicine.
Is there phone or internet access? Do I have to do a digital detox?
There is Wi-Fi at the retreat center, but you’ll be warmly encouraged to treat this as a digital detox. You’ll have the option to turn off your phone for the 5 days to support presence, nervous system regulation, and deep connection. You can share an emergency contact number with loved ones.
What happens after the retreat?
The work continues. You’ll leave with tools, insights, and practices you can integrate into your life. If you wish, you can continue through private 1:1 integration coaching or by staying in Bali a bit longer. Many participants remain connected with their retreat “soul family” long after flying home.
Will there be another retreat?
Right now, this March 2026 retreat is the only God Mode Retreat I have planned. Future retreats may look different — new timelines, locations, or formats. If you feel the intuitive pull for this specific container, honor that. There is no guarantee of a “next time.”
I have another question.
Beautiful. Apply for the retreat and share your questions in the form — or use the same link to book a short discovery call with me. I’ll help you make the most aligned decision for where you are in your journey.
If you’ve been waiting for a sign — this is it.
You don’t need more noise or more information. You need a space where you can hear your own truth again — and a container strong enough to hold you as you step into it.
If your soul is whispering yes, trust it. That whisper is your future self calling you forward.